Today I woke up feeling with piles of anxiousness growing out my body. It's not that I've never felt this way before but this time it's bad. God knows why. I told myself I'm going to go out of my four corners and make myself some good breakfast. Yes I did. Clap, clap. Only after the hockey game finished at 11am. which my team lost on shootout on the worst team in the league. 11 am doesn't sound like breakfast anymore but I was still making my breakfast. I checked out my fridge only to find out there's really nothing in there to make a fancy one. My man is not around so I can let that happen. After a couple of minutes there I have a full on hotdog-(not delicious), scrambled eggs and grilled tomatoes paired with black coffee. Oh wait, I thought I was gonna make myself some tea to lessen my period cramps? Oh well.
Going back to being anxious, looking at my kitchen so messy, almost empty fridge, my pet hamster running out of feed. I think I know where these crap feeling has all begun. In one second I'm gonna attend to everything today but then in once second, I feel the caffeine kicking in and there I lost it and decided to just say maniana with a snort. I will instead go see the cherry blossoms then after my eyes are feed will I do things on my free will. I have been rooting for all these flowers all year long but it was all windy last night. I'm probably be looking at some balding tree instead.
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