Grayish White Skies

Today is another day so as tomorrow and the next. Same routine everyday would kill me. I'm glad having this ideal job I like the most, mostly because of a lot of free times which I'm being paid of. See, I get to enjoy sleeping in and wondering about Hawking's theory of the Universe all afternoon. But not really. I engage in different things everyday I even wonder why. That, the blame should be upon Carlito plus Nida. But I like myself, who doesn't? So you may disregard the latter.

I woke up with a lovey-dove goodbye kiss my digital clock said 7:15. OMG. My alarm's at 1pm, are you kidding me? My eyes are barely open and my brain is still way far from being awake. Seconds later I hear the front door close and lock. Damn, I want to change it so badly for slamming the hell out of my pointer turning its nail into black. Now, I save a little bit of my black nail polish. I find my self back into my cozy cloud and wakes up couple of hours later. I slid my black curtains to the side to let the light in and check the weather out. Better than asking Siri. Oh my, how come when I plan on doing something outside, the weather just doesn't go along? How annoying isn't it? I stare outside for minutes and hours with a coffee mug in my hand and a cellphone on the other to check what's new online. I hate this kind of weather but then this weather I must admit, gives me a lot of inspirations to write and think about-about mine or my Mom's long lists of 'utangs' in the island. Peace Nanay, I love you. Speaking of  'utang', here's one of my favorite jokes: "'Wag mo ako titigan na para kang mangungutang dahil wala akong pera." I don't exactly remember whose punch line is this but this is really a hilarious one-at least for me. What do you really want, Auring? Make up your cloudy mind. A lot I say. LOL. I want a sack of rice and a lot of dried fish. Period. Or maybe comma for more goodies if must insist.

I could really die for a life in the island right now. How I miss the sunshine and my precious happy family of all. Throughout my journey, a second away from my loved ones is difficult. But, I know those days away from them are mere distance and that we're close together bounded by love. This gives so much hope and strength to make it out here, with the love of my life and make every bit of it worthwhile. This grayish white skies after all makes me realize how important sunshine is and that I will always see it and savor the joy it brings perhaps not today but soon.