Lost Amidst Crowd

Have you ever been lost around vast and busy crowd? Have you ever been so helpless when you have your dead mobile on the way to an important meeting? Have you ever felt lost in the middle of nowhere? Have you ever been lost deep in your thoughts? I guess most of the answers would be a sound 'yes'. And if your answer is yes, is it physically or mentally? I guess both.

I've recently felt kind of eureka moment realizing being lost physically has a lot of similarities between being mentally lost if not the same if we put it into a different perspective. In our daily lives there lots of manifestations that what we think is what we become physically. Sometimes I'm so messy but sometimes I am so organized. I'm messy when my mind is busy while I'm organized when my brain is uncluttered. Analyzing some past situations, I could attest that 99% of my mood reflects to what my actions are. Gladly, I'm always in a happy mood and I don't ovulate whole year round. Boy, it would be a disaster if women were. Oh wait, perhaps what I'm trying to say is the science of mood? Am I lost again? Ah human is too difficult to understand. Science is too interesting not to be fond of but I am not. :-(

I wonder of who I really am, of whom I became. I know who I am, my identity and all that comes yet I don't know all of myself because I can't see my own. We are judged by our actions which our minds reflection. Perhaps we'll know who we are by the reactions people around who have different perceptions of who you are. We constantly need and seek assurance of being dainty and we try hard but trying hard sometimes goes terribly wrong. We sometimes lie just to be liked. But don't worry, lying is a human nature.:-D

Have you lose your mind yet? I have. If you have not, then here's another one. When we lose our minds we ask for God and we seek for a telephone related stuff when we are physically lost. Good luck if you got lost at Tokyo station. Don't even try. So which one is better? None. But, telephoning God would be a lot easier than just talking with no verbal response but we patiently wait. We phone our friends but we slap them in the face once we are found saying, 'have you lose your mind'? haha Now, maybe you'll change your mind, which one is better, losing your thoughts or being lost somewhere else?